More and more it makes me sad that there are people who are so scared to loose their ‚freedom‘ that even wearing a silly mask makes them angry enough to demonstrate or post dum posts and shout around to show others how ridiculous they present themselves.
Today I red something which was interesting and so true. it said:‘ we all have to realise that we can not allow ourselves to fight for single freedom, our earth is dying. we all have to step down, reduce our luxury life and unite wirh the rest of the world to safe our planet‘.
But if there is a part of population who can’t even stick to rules to avoid a second lockdown, well sorry but it’s like trying to safe the world with a bunch of loosers.
If we don’t act now, in 12 years from now its too late. In 12 years there is very little to do to keep the earth from heating up. 12 years! my son will be 36, in the most exciting time of his life. My daughter will be 39, and might have already decided then not to have children, because they won’t have a life at all.
this is the moment where the ‚freedomfight‘ of others becomes pure egoism. ( and if there is someone wondering what Covid-19 has to do with the environment, i suggest to educate yourself )
I have cancer since 5 years. already then I had to learn what a complete lifechange ment. I lost my job, because no fashion brand wants a bold chemohead in the showroom. I was sick, my own boss, I have two children to feed and no money. No bank, no company no government offered me a ‚help package‘ of 9000 Euros, nore did any tv program come to my house where I could complain about how hard it is to be only at home. I had to learn to survive, to make my own plan, find things to do which I still could do to earn some money, next to therapy and chemos. I actually never complained, I roled up my sleeves and just did it.
Although I am strong and a fighter, it does hurt me, to see healthy people compaining about rules during Corona. I see it, listen to it, and I always think by myself: you have it so good, why are you complaining? why do you give people like me another kick in the stumic and blame me for taking away your luxury life?…
Now I have reached the finale of my life. There are no treatments anymore for me. My energy gets worse by the day, and I am tired. I have been fighting for my children and my own joy of life for 5 years now. its over. maybe weeks maybe some months. But till the bitter end I will make my kitchen hats, masks and cakes. Someone has to earn the money.
There are too many people in the world, chemo treatments are damaging our water. The only peace I can find, is that it is time for me to go. I am one person too many and damaging the environment. People who know me well know that is something that makes me really feeling bad, because that has also some kind of egoism.
Until the day has come, and my brain is still working, I will be here fighting for all our children and their future and maybe I can give some people some food for thought.
Oh yes: PS. I don’t believe in God or a Heaven. But if I am wrong, I will let you know by making it really snow for all the children in the world at Xmas Eve…
Bye Bye X and go safe the planet.